4/17/12

I just wish I could tell you how I feel but I guess I’ll never get the chance to. I’m in this world all alone now. Nobody to hold me at night and feel close to me. Nobody’s heartbeat to hear and feel pressed against me. Nobody to lay in bed and look at, just knowing and thinking how real it all is in that moment. Nobody to make me feel safe, at home, happy and comforted from this mean world. Nobody…I did all the good that I could find within me and I’m the one who cries herself to sleep at night clinging onto the best memories I’ve ever had that I can’t get back. I gave my heart away and it’s sitting in your chest. If its not you then it’s nobody so cheers to this long road of pain. I’m glad at least one person will remember me the way that I was because I won’t be like that with anyone else. It was a special thing that you just couldnt buy in stores or find again. I feel like I’m just a bad memory, a ghost, or I just completely disappeared in your mind…like I was never enough. Not even a thought anymore. Just never enough. I guess you’re really not coming back…

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I Will Own The World.

I Will Own The World.

First attempt at a “Fishtail Braid”! Call me Hair Master too!!

First attempt at a “Fishtail Braid”! Call me Hair Master too!!

The inventor of Cheek-Chains

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